That's Why You Go

Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know
That's why you go away I know......

Someday I Will Be Good Enough

I don't know how much longer that I have to put up with you

I've been hiding everythings in my heart

Everytime we meet each other, Everytime we face each other

Though I am indifferent.. Do you know how much have I have to force myself?

Can't you hear my heart calling for you, loving you

But I can't release my heart out for anyone to know

Can't you hear my heart's waiting there for you

Waiting for you to feel it. I was hoping that you will realize someday

Though I love you, though I feel (your love)

But deep down inside, I can't dare to tell you

Everytime we meet each other, Everytime we face each other

Though I am indifferent. Do you know how much have I have to force myself?

Can't you hear my heart calling for you, loving you

But I can't release my heart out for anyone to know

Can't you hear my heart's waiting there for you

Waiting for you to feel it. I was hoping that you will realize someday

Can't you hear my heart calling for you, loving you

But I can't release my heart out for anyone to know

Can't you hear my heart waiting there for you, waiting for you to feel it

And I was hoping that you will realize that this woman still love you

Any way, some day, you will know

Uniknya Nasi Campur Ala Bakmi 66

Jakarta- Kawasan Jelambar dikenal sebagai kawasan yang padat lalu lintas atau macet. Bahkan sejak pagi hari sampai malam hari pun kemacetan yang terjadi disana tak kunjung terelakan. Jika anda yang merasa lapar ketika melintasi daerah sekitar sana, ada baiknya anda mampir ke rumah makan terkenal di daerah sana yaitu Bakmi 66. Bakmi 66 telah mengalami renovasi dan memiliki desain baru yang lebih menarik untuk dikunjungi oleh orang-orang. Seperti yang kita tahu bahwa dari namanya, rumah makan tersebut memiliki spesialisasi dalam menjual bakmi ayam. Namun ketika kami mencoba mencicipi makanan yang ada disana, kami tertarik pada sebuah menu lain yaitu Nasi Campur.

Nasi campur merupakan salah satu menu "unik" yang ada di Bakmi 66. Kami sebut unik karena menu tersebut bukanlah merupakan menu favorit yang ada disana, namun memiliki harga yang relatif lebih tinggi dibanding harga bakmi untuk pilihan ala carte. Nasi campur ini sendiri juga telah mengalami perubahan dibanding dengan nasi campur yang kami makan beberapa waktu lalu di tempat yang sama. Sekarang nasi campur yang ada telah ditambahkan variasi babi panggang yang membuat rasanya lebih nikmat dan juga harum. Sayangnya penambahan babi panggang tersebut relatif membingungkan mengingat hanya ada 2 potong saja namun secara keseluruhan memenuhi salah satu kriteria dari apa yang seharusnya disajikan nasi campur.

Porsi nasi dan ayamnya relatif sama dan tentu saja cukup banyak dan dijamin anda akan kenyang karena porsinya yang pas. Cha siu atau babi merah pada nasi campur tersebut juga mengalami sedikit peningkatan kualitas rasa karena terbukti lebih empuk. Sayangnya menu tambahan berupa kuah sayur asin sedikit mengalami kejanggalan ketika dicicipi oleh kami. Kuah yang biasanya disajikan dalam keadaan panas, namun kali ini disajikan dalam keadaan yang relatif tidak teralu hangat. Selain itu mengingat kondisi tempat yang berada dekat jalan raya, ada baiknya bagi pengunjung untuk selalu mengelap meja sebelum makan untuk mencegah adanya debu yang masuk ke dalam makanan yang anda pesan.

Nasi Campur di Bakmi 66 dibanderol dengan harga Rp 20.000 saja sesuai dengan kualitas yang cukup baik pada menu tersebut. Bakmi 66 sendiri beroperasi sekitar pukul 7 pagi sampai pukul 7 malam. Bagi anda yang mungkin ingin makan lebih dari pukul 7 malam, bisa melakukan pemesanan dahulu via sms atau telephone kepada manajer sekaligus pemilik yang ada disana. Karena Bakmi 66 selalu berkomitmen untuk memenuhi ekspetasi dan kepuasan para pelanggannya. Anda tertarik? Segeralah datang dan nikmati sendiri keunikan serta kelezatan dari Nasi Campur ala Bakmi 66. Selamat mencoba!

Bakmi 66

Phone : (021) 564-8240

Indo Ruko, 34 - H

Jl. P. Tubagus Angke No. 34Jakarta Barat

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Love and Money for Men

Seringkali kita mendengar pria lebih memilih untuk melajang lebih lama dengan alasan2 ekonomi. Lebih spesifiknya mungkin ingin punya rumah pribadi dulu, punya mobil dulu, punya gaji sekian juta dulu atau beberapa ratus juta untuk sebuah pesta pernikahan. Karenanya, sebelum mencapai pernikahan, para pria bekerja ekstra keras mengumpulkan uang demi kemapanan.


Ini tidak salah. Sudah selayaknya untuk punya kehidupan yang aman secara finansial saat berumah tangga dan memberikan kenyamanan bagi istri. Tapi, pada saat kemapanan itu sudah dimiliki, ada situasi yang bisa menjebak para pria.


Saat seorang pria sudah begitu kaya, maka semua jenis wanita akan datang kepada Anda menawarkan cinta. Tapi akhirnya semua menjadi buram, apakah mereka datang karena cinta, atau mencintai uang Anda. Sampai akhirnya sesuatu yang buruk terjadi, hingga kita menyesal kenapa Anda mungkin bisa menjadi begitu kaya.


Wanita mana yang tidak akan datang bila Anda begitu tampan, cerdas, kaya dan muda? Semua ingin merasakan Jaguar Anda, tidur di atas Spring Bed Anda, tinggal di pent house Anda, dan berdampingan dengan pria berjas Kiton. Itu semua gambaran bahwa uang bisa memanipulasi perasaan. Dan parahnya, itu adalah uang Anda!


Bila saat ini Anda memiliki mobil dan seorang pacar, Anda tidak akan pernah tahu, apakah wanita ini masih mencinta Anda kalau suatu saat Anda hanya naik sepeda motor. Bagaimana kalau Anda tak lagi punya rumah pribadi dan hanya ada tempe di atas meja makan. Apakah Anda tahu?


Tidak. Karena dia datang pada saat kamu bisa memberikannya kenyamanan2 finansial yang dia idam-idamkan. Cintakah yang Anda punya? Bukan. Anda hanya memiliki wanita yang mencintai kenyamanan yang bisa Anda sediakan.


Beruntunglah bagi pasangan yang telah menikah dan mereka berdua memulainya dari bawah. Mensyukuri mobil mereka, karena mereka berdua pernah merasakan panas-hujan dengan sepeda motor. Menyenangi spring bed baru mereka, karena mereka berdua pernah tidur bersama di atas sebuah kasur busa kecil. Terharu dengan rumah pribadi mereka, karena dulu mereka pernah tinggal hanya di sebuah kost. Beruntunglah para pria yang memiliki wanita yang begitu mencintai mereka dan mendampingi di saat-saat berjuang menuju kehidupan yang lebih baik.


Semua hal memang membutuhkan uang, tapi sekali lagi uang bukanlah segalanya? Ya, dengan uang mungkin kita bisa saja membeli rumah yang besar, mobil yang mewah, atau pun peralatan elektronik terbaru dan termahal. Namun uang tidak dapat membeli kebahagian permanen yang berasal dari hati yang penuh dengan rasa cinta yang tulus.


Wahai para wanita, apakah anda tulus mencintai pasangan anda?

Best in Me

From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand
And I knew that this was gonna be our time
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling
I don't wanna spend a moment apart

Chorus:
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

Every day that I'm here with you
I know that it feels right
And I've just got to be near you every day and every night
And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

And you know that we belong together, It just had to be you and me

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you 

Moutiz Awards 2010

1 Januari 2011, the first day in new year 2011. I want to try give an awards to some people or something happen for me in last year. It's like Oscar Awards or Panasonic Awards there will be 5 the bests from each categories. This is relative, subjective because it depends from my opinion but it's objective too because I know what I must give them for. Okay, this is Malvin Awards 2010!

Best Subjects :

1. Media Relations

2. Techniques of Professional Presenter

3. Cultural Anthropology

4. Public Relations and Publicity

5. Media and Entertainment

Best Lecturer:

1. Nadia Ardiwinata, MM

2. Aleen One, M.Si 

3. Boy Ferdin, SE

4. Indriati Yulistiani, M.Si

5. Ilham Prisgunanto, M.Si

Best Friends LSPR Female:

1. Chicca Crystalia

2. Trivera Caroline

3. Jolita Lias

4. Indah Wijaya

5. Stella Margaretha

Best Friends LSPR Male:

1. Jefrry Triadi Putra

2. Asa Fide Putra

3. Samuel

4. Ade Fuzia Rachman

5. Pradipta Laksana + David Yohanlis

Best Brothers and Sisters:

1. Athalia Rebecca

2 Jerry Wong

3. Yenti Lim

4.Abigail

5. Adolf and Henry

Best Male Friends:

1. Arden Utomo

2. Yandhika Otues Ghozal

3. William Lianto

4. Wiyanto Sanjaya

5. Stacey Praditya

Best Female Friends:

1. Fifi Hermanto

2. Neva Anabel

3. Suwanita Sukardi

4. Fransisca Masli

5. Mirah Tjandra and Chiputri Handayani

Always Special in 2010:

1. Fifi Hermanto

2. Neva Anabel

3. Bonita Isabella

4. Ellen Budianto

5. Karen Utomo

Best Films:

1. Tron Legacy

2. Salt

3. Eat Pray Love

4. Step Up 3D

5. RED

Best Songs:

1. Tears Were Laughter

2. Kiss The Rain

3. You Belong to Me

4. This Time to Africa (Waka-Waka)

5. Yi Shi De Mei Hao

Best Quotations: 

1. "I'm just a Consultant"

2. "Instead I had not regretted because I have loved you deeply"

3. "There will be times you don't see me beside you. Don't ever think that I leave you. I just choose walk behind you.. So I can catch you, if you fall"

4. "Lie to ourselves for common good, who can blame me?"

5. "Cause love will find the way"

See you next year in Malvin Awards 2011!!

Recently

Well at this moment I already at fifth semester in my college. In this semester I feel very tired and tired. Almost all subject needs assignment to make video. And as you know, I can’t make video! Yes, I know all concepts to create video but when I has asked about editing, shooting, and take scenes I will confuse. don’t interested about that but I’m Mass Communication student. How come? Actually, I just interested to become presenter so I choose Mass Communication studies. But now I can blame anyone, it’s my decision. Actually, I enjoy in my class now so I will enjoy their studies too. Huff

Still count and think the possibility to back to Australia. Maybe at there I can live alone and free from all things which disturb me. Their offered good job and facilities to make me still confuse to take decision. Okay, at first time I rejected the offer because I can’t get break from my college and also these are suddenly. Ya, I admit that there are many people who can’t I leave there. I love them, and very love some of them even from my self. Special person who had betrayed, and other people who still confuse to take her way, and other people always act strong but inside just a mess. And also many more again. I hate to say goodbye! But with second chance I get, I don’t sure about my answer.

Someone said that I’m have changed. Hmm, I think everybody has changed and must changed to survive from this world. Maybe for some people I changed become worse. Can’t be understand by others. But can you think that I also hard to understand others? Even I must do extra exercise to do that. People can judge other from what they’ve seen and listen. But for me, it isn’t enough. I will search and find what are the reasons that people changed. But once again, many people can’t see what the different side of situation. I don’t blame them but I only smile for them. Because they don’t know that world is rough. First, they have LEARNED a lot. Second, they’ve been HURT too much.

For many years maybe just one woman in my heart but now I can be get over about her. Well, our world are different and we have different goals in future. Maybe it can’t be 100% out from my heart but now I know the answer. Don’t force the situation if there isn’t match. Yes, in the ratio imagination she really doesn’t turned head. Broken heart has already the desert, quickly opens cutting the oasis.But when I’m thinking of you, I’m not base and low. Instead I had not regretted, because I have loved you deeply.

I don’t know when I will stay in one girl. I don’t want to say, “I don’t need girlfriend now, I don’t want in a relationship now, I’m happy become single. I want to enjoy it and so on”. But it’s better for me to say, “Yes, I’m very happy with my life now and with my single status. But when love has already to find me I won’t say ‘No!’ to it”. So when love will find me? I don’t know the answer. Maybe the answer already around me but I don’t realize it. Or maybe the answer is in the girl I met in the party who I don;t know her name and her telephone number. Ah, maybe I should asked but it’s ok. Life goes on! Hahahaha

Actually and finally my power to give consultation was back. I don't now why, but it was happen since 2 weeks ago. My heart can sees what is invisible to the eye again. Yes, this is my path life and I can't rejected. It's not easy to repositioning my images and yeah as you know my character to care and pay attention can't disappear. Don't ever lie to me to hide the truth because I know it. 5 people try to trick me and they failed. because I not only have experience but I pay attention what are they do, what are they say, and what are they interact with others.

One big mission finally almost finish. She has already grow up and mature. Now, I can relieved if someday must leave her. Never regret with all what I did. Just one thing which can make me regret. The ending is little different that I expected. But it's okay.There must be a person who succumb to it can still work well. And that was me. Yes, sometimes we force people who we love to go away from us just to protect them for their sake but I don't wanna be like a fool who force someone to always with me. If you want me let me know, just tell me. If you don't want, it's okay. I will leave and say goodbye...

Still confused that V was back to my life again with others question and story. She haunt me maybe for all my life. Just remember about my last conversation with her.

V: "Now, you must choose between I and her"

M: "Of course I choose her. Not only her, I will choose all of my best friends if compare with u"

V: "WHAT!! I think you are crazy because u not choose me"

M: "Yes,they are better than you, so I never regret to choose them"

V: "Okay, now it's up to you. You will regret to lose me!"

M: "I guarantee that I never regret with my decision!"

V: "Are you sure? Okay I will cuss you to never happy with her. And for your lovely friends, someday they will make you disappointed. I swear!"

But I think all curse from her has became come true...